My DaY with my beLovED cOUsin DaiSy ~~

sweet innocent smiles ^ ^

im pleading she's smilling xP

I will never get tired of pleading & she will never get tired of smilling xP

tONgUe's OuT Xp ( she poked my eye T.T )

sweet eh ??

~COUSIN L.O.V.E~

she is just toooooo weird ~~

~ ~ MEMORIES ~ ~

Grace Glazing , Daisy Dreaming ~~

SHOOT YOU !! she is just toooo ADORABLE !!

cHuBbY ChUbBy cHEEks

elastic eh ??

enD ~~

I want to go NEW ZEALAND !! T.T *sob sob

Lilies ~~

i just ♥ Lilies

Many Thanks to Melvein Ooi for the link ^ ^

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smileTears run down my face I can't replaceAnd now that I'm strong I have

figured outHow this world turns cold and it breaks through my soulAnd I know I'll find deep

inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fallI'll stand up with you foreverI'll be there for you through it allEven if

saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing

And stars are falling

all for usDays grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heartPlease don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for youPlease don't walk away andPlease tell me you'll stay

Use me as you willPull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okayThough my skies are

turning gray

I will never let you fallI'll stand up with you foreverI'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you send me to heaven

e.M.o ~ ~~

The sky look so gloomy today and its only morning .. which describes my mood right now .. couldn't smile .. just feel moody and emo ..

Advanterous Day ~~

Yesterday went out with Best Friend " Hui Shan" shopping as it was her off day .. and it was also the same day as his birthday ^^ .. i decided to go shopping just to clear my mind and just hang out ive been staying in my room for too long liaoz erm well not really long i just went out with my other best friend " Seow Shan " before Valentines .. o well but i just want to hang out and have fun with my girlfriend .. man i miss Esther T.T ..

Anyway , i got ready at 12.10 till 1.45 i know LOOOOOOOOOOONG right ?? cause i couldn't decide what to wear , how should i tie my hair , what kind of outfit suits me , what to bring , how much should i bring @>@ .. weird right me =x cause its been years since i didn't go shopping with her alone .. when i say years i mean it .. it was YEARS .. @.@ .. So i got ready everything at 1.45 had my lunch at 11.30 i think cause i woke up late around 10.10 .. called him at 10.20 to wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY !! cause this is the time where he just finish school hehe xp ..

At last i decided to wear my pink colar t-shirt and my body glove pants , a star shape earing and a 3 junction tied up hair and my sport shoes hehe .. i get out of the house around 1.50 than walk down to the bus stop ( what a hot day man !! ) .. while i was walking down the road to the bus stop my lovely Ayi Lucy stopped me saying that she will send me all the way to OU and i was relieved cause i don't have to wait for the BUS !! don't know why now a days a very little bus around o haiz .. anyway lucky thing Ayi Lucy was there .. xP

I reach OU at 2.15 i think than went to find for Hui Shan .. we watch movies , chit chat and didn't really do much shopping cause got nothing to buy and nothing is on sale T.T .. so we just walk around the mall chit chatting .. at 3.20 was our movie keke guess what movie .. i give you a hint is a chinese movie .. Jay chou act de ... is .. is .. is .. is what a .... is ... is ... aiyo waht is the answer a .... is .. KUNG FU DUNK hehe xp .. the show not bad la but i CJ7 better , funnier and touching watch it with my another best friend " Seow Shan " on 13 Feb before Valentines ..

After movie , i went to buy credit to call him .. but unfortunately T.T can't get through they kept on putting me on voice mail @>@ haiz .. but anyway im glad that i wished him earlier in the morning already .. hope he had a great birthday =) .. than later that teman Hui Shan to find for a job so she did the interviewing while i just dreaming around ~~ as usual i love to dream ~~ ..

After the job interview i passed by Secret Recepie .. knowing that i was craving for blueberry cheese cake since since after he left cause usually i will get to eat it every month when he is around .. everytime when i pass by secret recepie my mind was thinking blueberry cheese cake , blueberry cheese cake , feel like eating and just wish he would be here .. but o well Hui shan was with me that time since she haven't try blueberry cheese cake so i decided to enjoy it with her ..
as i took one bite of the memorable cake i felt like i was in heaven .. so nice so creamy so delicious but one thing missing .. he wasn't there to share that joy and feeeling with me T.T .. Hui Shan took some bites and she say hmmmm nice ^^ .. keke xp

After eating , we decided to head back home by that time it was already 6.15 .. wonder why my mummy haven't call cause she said that she will pick me up at 6pm .. so i call her lo to see where is she .. call for like 10 times and she didn't answer my phone .. i started to think all sorts of think wondering and thinking where could she be and what happened to her .. my heart is trembling and my hands are shivering =( .. i hope nothing wrong is with her and i started to pray .. Hui shan ask Tony to gave us a ride back home .. so Tony daddy send us back and i followed Hui Shan back as she offered me to come back home with her ..

7.10 liaoz my mummy stil haven't call.. i started to get worried .. i call my daddy , my house , my ayi lucy , gee yi and my maid ( don't know what is she trying to say @.@ sounds like she is screaming to herself) everyone say they can't get through my mummy T.T .. was really worried that time i really felt like crying wondering what could happened to her .. if i ever loose my mummy i really don' t know how to go on with my life cause she is the one who always give me support in all that i do and always there for me even is about boys she was always there giving me advices .. i tell my mummy and daddy my problems when i can't solve it .. imagining without mummy there beside me i really don't wanna loose my mummy T.T ..

Hui Shan ask me to have dinner at her place so i decided to stay over for dinner cause her aunty cook and i never taste her aunty cook before .. there was fish and chicken the fish was really fresh and really taste good and the soup too Mmmmm YuMmmMMY Xp .. after dinner i help her with the house work i feel happy helping people or my friends out it will light up a smile on my face and thier faces too ..

7.40 my aunty call say taht she will come and pick me up from my old house as hui shan house is quite near to my old house .. than at 7.50 , FINALLY !! my mummy called saying that she was in a emergency meeting @>@ and that she forgot to bring her hp in .. scared me to death only this woman !! .. say she is on the way back so i told her that gee yi is coming to fetch me back from the old house ..

8.00 i started walking back alone to the old house it was scary and spokey as i was alone .. before i start my journey i pray and hold on tight to the necklace that sky gave me and his chain telling myself they would be no rappers , snatch thieves just me and God and my sky .. so i started walking and walking it was kinda spookey actually walking alone at night where the lights were so dimmed T.T ..

After 8 minutes of walking i passed by my guy best friend house .. i call him and ask wether he can teman me back home but he didn't answer i saw him out the windown wanted to shout his name but didn't dare to call out cause scared i might disturb him as he was watching tv and doing some work .. so i started the journey again all by my own .. walking alone under a street light there is so deep and a road that is so so so so quite it was not peaceful but it was really really very very deep silence =x ..

10 minutes later i reach my old house .. thank God i reach safely without a single scar or people surrounded by me just me and my God .. so i waited for gee yi there around 2 min than her car appears and i got back home safely .. phew ~~~ thank God ..

but anyway today was advanterous .. had fun .. felt happy also .. i manage to conquer my fear cause im usually afraid of walking alone in the dark but now that i succeded it i felt much joy and knowing that there is someone watching over me to protect me from all evil and darkness i feel save and secure ..