Achieving

I feel like achieving something BIG !! Something that i will remember for my life time and when i look back my life , i know i conquered something challenging .

At the same time , i feel like doing making or doing something meaningful during my days here interning. What can i do ?? Hmmm . .

It's the First of November !! Time to set a new resolution !!

Romantic Much ?

I am pretty much a romantic classic !! =)) My mind can wonder just about anything that has it's magical moments . I especially love when i see lighted candles , it just inspired me somehow or another , I love taking walks around the beaches , I love starring at the sky during day and night and just observe how Beautiful this world is , I love receiving flowers , receiving love letters but i don't really quite like receiving chocolates , i have never seen a sun rise before but i have seen a moon rise and i tell you it was MAGICAL !! it just happened once in a life time. I love seeing meteor showers ( which i never seen it before but i would love too ) , i would love to go picnic like the classic old film , i love laying on the grass and feel the fresh air and pretty and colourful flowers just by my side , i love reading love novels , and i love drawing hearts instead of stars . . i wonder why ~~

& i ESPECIALLY LOVEEEEEEE WEDDINGS !! i know this sounds so 8-10 years old girl like but i find weddings beautiful and magical and i mean you only get to have it once in your life time , i used to have a collection of wedding dresses images from the internet and wedding flowers and wedding themes. I just loveeee seeing them .

What i meant by magical moments is , it just happens spontaneously out of your expectation and you feel happy and blissful just seeing all this with your own eyes .

Comparing ?

There was a saying goes ,

never compare yourself with others because it will only limit your capability . Thi s is soo TRUE !! i mean , i believe everyone has their own talents and gifts . Each of us are all made beautiful and unique by God.

But you know what ?? i'm not sure what am i capable off . But i do know that i am a strong person , despite all the hardships i went through secondary . I didn't really remember back then what happened , until my sister mention it . Unfortunately , there was an ANTI Grace account on friendster back then and they were 200++ people likes !! i'm like yes a ?? then my sister was like you really can't remember ?? I'm like yea hor , and i also remember back then , everyone look at me disgusted . I had a really really bad memories during secondary school. People backstabbed me , hated me , look at me in a disgusted way , and some of them look down on me.

But you know what ? I didn't even commit sucide despite all this secondary drama , i didn't even cut my wrist or went under depression. Surprisingly right?? Even till now i can't really recall what happened back then but i knew it happened. I just couldn't remember how i felt back then , when i try to recall , my mind was like BLANK !! Why is it BLANK? i guess i have already move on , i didn't even tear or felt anything when my sister help me recall. Weird right?? I really Thank God for saving me from all this . I even got insulted back then. I really Thank God for giving me His strength and perseverance , i don't feel any hatred , i don't feel any pain and i don't feel any depression. It's weird . I am really a strong person to have overcome all this.

No matter what obstacles came on my way , i manage to conquer it. Eventhough i may not be the smart person in class that scored lots of A's , that get top in class and in every subject . But i do know , when i fail , i never give up . I will continue to try and try and try till i get it right. I may fail many times , but i have learn to stand back up again. I really Thank God for His strength that He build in me all this years. I may look weak , soft and gentle but deep down i know im strong and do you know i can carry heavy stuff?? stuff that normally guys carry ?? I carried my more then 8kg of luggage up a flight of stairs , and i can handle it !!

*winks

No !!

I am not going to say Yes to anything anymore !! I don't want to lie as a favor , i feel so uncomfortable about it . Even skipping classes for me is a big problem . . asking me to lie for you or do something that beyond my limit , i just can't .

Pretending to be nice to you when you have hurt someone , No !! I just can't !! . . and I'm not sorry about it because i know I'm doing the right thing !

21st

Hey people !! i have officially turned 21 !! Lolz i have been waiting for this day and this moment to come !! you know what is the best part ?? i turned 21 on 21st October !! i thought of that sentence last month and can't wait for the month of October !! i was always looking forward to my 16, 18 and 21 Birthday !! Lolz especially 21 !! maybe because its my lucky number or something , and like i say i turn 21 on 21st October !! Lolz !! . . I would say My 21th Birthday was a memorable , awesome and joyous celebration . Where all my closed friends came to celebrate with my family together ! =) . . I'm really really glad that my Best Friend Esther could make it !! it's been so long since we last met and it means a lot to me that she came !! Leck came too ! glad he came =) and my sweated bananas xD . .

First Birthday Cake

Loved Ones

Esther and I

Celebrated at working place toO !! All Thanks to Sue Ann for that day !! She purposely went all over old klang road just to get me a blueberry cake !! Awww and i received a card from my friends at my working place too ! =)

Blueberry Cake !! Love it !!

:: Sue Ann and I ::

On the day of my Birthday it was raining heavily the

whole day and night , so my friends and i were wearing flip flops and using an umbrella !! Lolz come to think of it , i never experience rain on my birthday before , this is the first ! and i felt Showers of Blessings , although can't play with candle and light up the whole park , but hey , we were dancing and skipping under the rain ! Lolz , it was kinda fun , and was posing with umbrellas and flip flops .I received an Awesome card too !! I love receiving cards and letters !! especially Handmade cards !! but too bad i couldn't receive from one of

my close friend . Hope he is doing alright now . My mum was the Best !! She made me spaghetti ! I seriously LOVEEEEEEE my mum Cooking !!She is just the Best mum that i could ever had !! and same goes for my Dad !! My family all helped one another to clean up the house from 7.30am till 12am just for my Birthday , well i helped around too la .. but im really Thankful and Greatful to have such a wonderful and loving family ! although at times , my sister and i can really quarrel and stuff but i still do Love her !but at times she really gets on my nerves especially whenit comes to house work .

Now that im officially 21 , i want to make some changes in my life !! i think im much more determined to make a list of resolution then making it on n

ew year lolz ! . .

*Cheers !

21 !! *Winks

Eve of Merdeka

It's 11.29am in the morning ~~ im suppose to study i know ~ but someone please MOTIVATE me !! ok never mind i should learn to try to motivate myself . Anyway , its eve of merdeka , im just at home ~~ i actually wanted to go OU !! but my parents rather want to stay back at home and relax , well my dad and my bro's are washing cars , my mum is relaxing watching tv , my sister , i think she is resting or sleeping or so and me ?? BLOGGING ! .. i know its been a while since i last blog about almost everything ~~ well its good to be back ! someway or another haha !! ..

It's because of this Blog that i recall back what kind of person i was and how did i change throughout the past 3 years and where did i went , where did i go , what happened between that past 3 years . Truthfully speaking , without looking through this blog , i seriously don't remember what happened back in the past . I know i have gotten there , been there and stuff but i don't remember the exact details of what happened that day , or what did someone say or what was i feeling ~~ its weird ~~ . when i look back , im like eh ?? that happened meh?? .. so weird one , i don't remember .. haha .. its like part of my past been blanked out ~~

anyway , im currently listening to acoustic musics , Thanks to Melody !! i kinda grow found of acoustic guitar songs , those songs with just guitar playing .. im currently listening to one now ! Boy avenue !! Got it from PK last night ~~ Yesterday , pk dropped by and we had fun in my own baby blue cozy room hehe and we went to the studio ! there were so many equipment and stuff its really cool !! never been to a studio before !! after that off to snowflakes haha tried the sesame sensation ~~ NICE !! peanut shaving ice and black sesame instead of taro balls !! i think before i head back to kampar , i will be having lots of snow flakes hahaha ~~

anyway , back to work :D .. JIA YOU GRACIE !!

Fall in Love

When i look back through my past . i forgotten how is it like right now to fall in love ~~ and right when we fall in love right ?? how do we know if he or she is the right one ?? I mean does Love really conquer everything ?? and What's Love ?? Sad to say , these days , youngsters or the generation now used LOVE so easily , i find it very hard to trust someone or feel insecure , who says I love you , i can never live without you or I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU !! .

i mean , come on , when you say Love ? do they really know what they are saying ?? will that person be there for you when you need them to be ?? or be your shoulder to lean on . . and you know the word , i can never live without you?? i find it really ridicolous at some point . I mean , of course we still have to go on with life right ?? and the only person that we can't live without i believe is JESUS !! . Without God , we are nothing !! and the phrase , i would do anything for you ?? i find it hard to believe or i will wait for you ?? Words doesn't mean a thing if your actions doesn't show it !! . .

I used to think all this phrase were sweet ~~ but right now when i come to my senses , can a guy or a girl do anything for him or her ?? is there such thing as that ?? if the girl ask the guy to catch a grenade , take a bullet for her just like the song grenade by bruno mars , will the guy do that ?? It's so hard to believe or trust people's word these days . At times when i hear this phrase , or when a guy say i would do anything for you , my heart just felt insecure instantly . But if a friend says , Grace , i would be there for you no matter what or you will always have my back or i will be your shoulder to lean on . I felt at ease and i know that person can be trusted .

I used to think , when a guy holds a girl hands it's like he is there to protect her no matter what , her life is kinda somehow entrusted upon him or something like that and most importantly is Trust , the girl and the guy trust each other that whenever any of them fall , he or she will be there to support , to give encouragement and to bring either back to the right track . I still do think that when i see couples hold hands . I know its weird , but i kinda like seeing that kinda view , especially when both parties are happy with one another , longing to be with one another or something like that ~

It's weird , when they say Love at first sight too ! i mean how you know you love that person when you just saw that person the first time ?? ~~ o well ~~

Photos

When i look back in my younger days
photo ~~ im like WOAH !! was that me?? why that girl look so pretty one ~~ not to say i perasan or what ola .. but seroiusly im like Woah !! that doesn't look like me ~ cause during my younger days , i used to take time to choose what clothes to wear , what accessories to wear , what shoes to wear . . all in all i think i took about 35 minutes to get ready ~~ seroiusly haha !! . . and my parents were like QUICKLY LA !!!

and i will be help me choose what shoes to wear , or what heels to wear hahahahah !! o gosh , right now is much much different , i normally we

ar big clothes and short pants out , i don't care much of my appearance ~~ i mean who would want to look at me ?? . . and i will just grab a simple shirt or a pants , seldom wear skirt or dresses. . i used to wear skirts and dresses back then and heels. Now is more like short pants and a normal t-shirt .

No longer choosing for accessories and stuff , heels also ada satu sahaja ~~

It's weird ~~ how i used to be so vain and i forgott

en all about it until i look through all my old photos ~~ was taking a lot of photos of myself and right now i don't really like taking photos of myself. . more like taking beautiful sceneries or

friends or my family ~~. . Time really passed by soooooooooo fast , now is already year 2011 . . Looking back through my whole high school life , i know i love to dress up and look good . . now during uni life , i didn't really care much about how i look ~~ i think people adress me as Pasar Pagi girl , since im a morning person .. sometimes i l

ook at myself in the mirror im like , yea im normal ~~ . . lolz

o well , that is the past ~~ . .

When i was young ~~

and this is Now ~

HEELS

On the 16 August 2011 , i went for my interview at the company that i will be interning in with =)) I got ready my resume's , my certs , my water bottle , my phone , my purse aiya everything la that my bag was EXTREMELY HEAVY and i was carrying a file. I was wearing totally FORMAL . and i tied up my hair and wore my favorite Puzzle Necklace =)) . .

Left house at 6.45am , send James off to school , then send Princess Sarah to train station , then went off to mama working place . My mama help me apply wake up at her working place , while i try to remember all the points that im gonna say or what questions they might ask . And when i look in the mirror im like WOAH !! is that me ?? i can't even recognize myself . I have to say my mum is really good in making up , i love it when she makes me up hehe . .

At first , they wanted to postpone the meeting to 11.30am but we were already nearby the place , so i called to ask whether can make it at 8.30am instead, then she say she will ask her assistant to interview me. The interview went well i guess , the best part of all is that I GET TO TRAVEL !! I <3 TRAVELLING !!!! Actually right , im not sure whether i got the job a not but she told me see you on the 3rd October , so im guessing i got it i guess . i was really raelly raelly happy that i got .before that , my mama actually told me that , when im done , call aunty Lucy cause she can send me back . so when i was about to call her , she text me saying ALL THE BEST IN YOUR INTERVIEW , remember Think Highly of yourself. Actually right , i didn't feel nervous during the interview or when i was getting ready for the interview , because my close friend Wei Jin told me , that i could nail this thing !! and ask me to use 96% of my charm and 4% of my luck .. lolz that really boost my confidence , im like Yeah !! I can do this !! so yea i DID IT !! thanks to Wei Jin words =)) .. * Thank You Wei Jin !! =)

So , my aunt ask me whether i would wanna have breakfast with her , then i say okie , and when i got out from the company building , i saw the sign there STESEN TAMAN JAYA im like YESSSSSSSSSSSS !!! so i begin to walk , and walk with HEEEEELS!! CAN YOU IMAGINE WALKING WITH HEELS ?? and walk then im like eh why so far a , so i ask the constructor worker and he told me just go straight up the heel and you will reach then i begin to walk again and again , then i met a guy with cool hair , he told me 15 more minutes ,im like 15 MINUTES ?? o gosh and im wearing heels so im like okie Thank You !! . .AND I DID IT !! WALK FOR 15 MINUTES UP THE SLOPE , DOWN THE SLOPE WITH HEELS I TELL YOU !! HEEEELS !!

anyway , i was so glad that i got onto the LRT not until my mama call me and ask where am i , then i say on the train to KL sentral to meet with Ayi Lucy , then she say , but im on my way back to see dad , im like WHATTTTTTT ??haiz should have called my mum first after the interview .. so anyway , i had American breakfast with my aunt . and then she told me , i didn't drive here , so we walk WALK BACK HOME AGAIN WITH HEELS !! .. not bad neh .. train my leg muscle hahaa .. I wanted to go back sooooooooooooo BADLY i mean HOME .. cause i got test to study and later at 3pm im going out with Wei Jin so thought of if im back by 11am , then at least i have 3 hours to study .. but NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU i have to wait for my aunt , and then my dad called ask to help do stamp chop , so ANOTHER HOUR !! ANOOOOOOOTHER HOURRRRRRR !!! i almost wanted to BURST !! so again , we WAIT !! waited for another HOUR by the time everything gao dim was already 1pm

. i wanted to cry already !!

by the time i reach home , it was already 1.50 pm T.T there goes my studies !! my mb exam , my future ~~ o well anyway , i had lunch with my dad and my aunt , then at 3pm went out with Wei Jin , supposingly to go out makan or something but at the end im like thinking haiya , don't care about studying la just go out and have fun la so at the end we watch MOVIE !! THE MOVIE THAT IM WAIIIIIIIITING TO WATCH FOR A VERY VERY VERRRRRRRRRRRRY LONG TIME " TRANSFORMERS 3 " !!! o me gosh and the movie was awesome !!! xDDD. .

before that , we had roti kaya and egg , then catch up with one another . it was really really good catching up with one another , after for not seeing each other for one year or so . Its really good meeting up with him again =)). . when i look back , we have been friends since form2 till now , it really brings back memories , i remember last time we used to hang out with our school uniforms , walking back from school complaining about test and homeworks. Then during secondary , we were different school but we still keep in touch and im really really glad that we still keep in touch till now especially when he did the banter with my STUPID EX !! .. gosh i wonder what i see in my ex , what was the things that make me be with him !! STUPID EX !!!

anyway , after the movie , we couldn't find our parking ticket , so we searched everywhere haha and again i was walking with HEELS so yea you can imagine how was my leg condition lolz . . but it was alright la . . we couldn't find the parking ticket at the end , but wanted to do the MR.Bean way that is press for ticket again but then got CCTV so we didn't dare. so at the end , i told Wei Jin , how about i try to bargain for discount ?? Lolz .. so i did !! i think im good in bargaining haha .. i got SKILLS in bargaining xDDD . . I told him , we are still students la , can give rm40 a cause we tak ada wang , and RM50 is really too much !! at the end he told us , you spend above rm30 in the mall and we will give you rm10 charge for the ticket only .. lOLZ !!

Wei Jin and i were like so happy !! we went grocery shopping and spent around rm39.90 so yea we got the parking ticket for RM10. Lolz . and when i got back , my Pastor was there waiting for me , it was good to see my Pastor and his whole family coming over to my place at the same time we gave Thanks to Our God that Sarah passed her driving test and i got THE JOB !! ..

The next day , around 10pm i recieve text saying , Dear Grace , we are happy to tell you that you are ACCEPTED for the job I WAS LIKE O YESSSSSSSSSSS !! I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !! but i didn't dare cause later ppl think IM SIAO !! and at the same time i have exam the next day haiz .. EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS !! o well I GOT THE JOB !! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY !! <3 <3 <3

Something to blog about

There was a time where i seriously felt so frustrated which was last week seriously ,EXAMS kept pouring over , assignments , campaign , REPORTS !! o gosh i tell you i nearly gone insane !!

I was feeling really really emo on that week too . I usually don't feel emo , but i really really felt emo and i felt that Something is missing in my life , something real precious but i just don't know what it is . so yea , i was really down and i DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING !! which is really bad cause i didn't

have the mood to study either =(( .. and i kept on complaining to my friend Patrick saying , I wanna go home , i don't feel like taking test anymore , can i just go back . He say go back la , who is stopping you ?? then i say if i go back then test how?? . he kept quite . Lolz . and i have been PRAYING and PRAYYYYYYYYING for my industrial training for placing , and i got it !! I GOOOOOOOOOOOOOT IT !! . The next day , i recieve a text saying , Dear Grace , you have been invited for an interview Tomorrow at 9am , im like O MY GOSH !! O MY GOSH !!! i got an interview , but i have genetic test T.T .. how ?? and you know what??

i got so excited that i called the number , thinking that is my Academic Advisor , but mana tau it was the LAB DEPARTMENT of the company im go

ing to interview .. i got so nervous and at the same time sooooo Excited !! IM LIKE SO EXCITED that i ask , Hi, im Grace Chia , may i know where is the place ?? I REALLY REALLY WANNA BANG MY HEAD ON THE TABLE !! why on EARTH did i ASK WHERE IS THIS PLACE ?? o gosh.. anyway she replied me kindly =)) what a really really nice boss !!! =DDD

anyway , on that day itself , i cycled to old town to get ticket , and called my friend whether she can send me to the train station after my genetic test and she say YES !! YAY !! PROBLEM SOLVED !!

you know what is the Best thing ?? My prayers have been ANSWERED !! I wanted to go back so badly that the next day i was called for an interview and on that week itself , i got no exams and no reports to hand and the best thing was WEDNESDAY WAS ON HOLIDAY !! so i get to be home for 3 days !! =DDD .. THAT WAS THE BEST !!! <3 <3 <3

It was really really REAAAAAAAAALY great being at ho

me I TELL YOU !! REALLY GREAT !!

My dad picked me up from the train station , and he was really really happy to see me and im really really happy to see him too !! .. o gosh , it felt so great going back after for 1 month not returning home =(( ..

anyway , the first thing i did when i reach home was drove the car out and find Maddie !! I tried to call her house phone but i couldn't remember =(( cause its been like a year since i last call her except when she was in India ~~ lolz .. so i just grab the car keys and run to the car unde the rain to find my DEARRRRRRRR MADDIE !!

When i got to the guard house , i told the guard my friends lives right at the end of the block , im so sorry i don't know her house address , cause i tak ingat then he just smiled and gave me the visitor pass haha .. and i was really really so excited to see Maddie but she went with Tesco with her mama not long ago , so waited for her to come back ..

When she came back , O ME GOSH !! it was real GOOD TO SEE HER !! its like been a year or so since we last see each other and FINALLY she came back

!! .. We chatted A LOT !! like really really A LOT !! and she let me try snacks that she brought back from INDIA lolz really really good the HIDE AND SEEK cookies and the Cashew Nuts !! and she showed me books , BIOCHEMISTRY BOOKS that i really really needed it !! and her drawings were AWESOME !! her anatomy log book and note book hehe . . Her drawings were really really nice !! =DDD .. and she is still the Maddie i LOVE and Miss a lot !! <3 <3 <3 !!

We took an evening stroll around the neighborhood and we talk a lot lot LOTTTTTT !! hehe its really really good catching up with another !! i really really miss her !! and i LOve her too !! =DDD . . I miss those times where we used to walk back from school for 25 minutes , then off to the gym to work out and study , then off the POOL !! lolz

those were the days !! .. it really brings back memori

es that i will always treasure !! =))

Its really good la being back and get

to meet her =)) ..

Hello 2011

Hello Blooggie !! .. its been a while since i last blog !! o me gosh .. but im so happy to read back YOU !! now im already in uni , time really passed by so fast huh??

I remember the first time i blog , it was during secondary school , now im already in UNIVERSITY !! o gosh !! .. i can't believe this . Reading back about my past experience and reading back about how was it like 5 years ago really brings back memories ~~ Sweet and Unforgettable memories .

Thanks to You BLoggie !! I kinda recall back my past . =)