Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Corrupted ..

I woke up and it was 7.25 am .. i went back to sleep and woke up at 7.45 @.@ at the end i got no choice cause i can't get back to sleep so i finally woke up and brush teeth bla bla .. but i was staring at the ceiling and thinking about yesterday ..

at 3.00 pm ..

i thought i was at fault at first when i receive the result .. after giving much thought about it .. i know i can do this !! i mean i fairly know i got more confidence on driving compared to the last past 2 years .. im kinda proud and happy with what i have achieve all this years .. at least i accomplish something in life rather than having full of regrets later .. TOUGH STUFF !!

k anyway , you know what the stupid examiner did ?? seriously , i know i DID turn on the wiper and the signals and all , and hello MR !! I WAS ON MY LANE .. IF YOU CAN'T SEE JUST TAKE OUT THE STUPID SUN GLASSES OF YOURS IF YOU CAN'T SEE !! .. you say my steering was weak ?? excuse me ?? i practically can stir quite well on wheels and make good drinks especially Milo !! .. i make good milo you know !! .. anyway moving on , HANDBREAK ?? o my gosh la .. didn't you feel the car completely stop and you hear the click sound when i DID PUT UP MY HANDBREAK ?? gosh la !! had laju ?? hello ?? im going on 40-45 only ?? and the front car was like what ?? more than 30 feet away from me ?? .. you don't have to press the break for me you know !! cause i fairly know how to break !! didn't you see my leg on my clutch ?? to slow down the car incase the front car is on break ?? this is insane man !! ..

i kept on thinking about it this morning . i mean .. its seriously stupid that what i did was right and he put " PANGKAL " and what i did do he put " PANGKAL " ?? gosh !! ..

its stupid !! ..

i have nothing more to say .. just feeling the unfairness of this world at times ..

seriously ... because of what he did , im gonna show him what i can really do better than yesterday !!!


JUST WATCH ME !!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

What does my future holds ??

Hey everyone , today went to edu fair .. gosh i din't know the requirement for pharmacist was quite high lo .. haiz .. now i really don' t know what to do .. just pray i get accepted to u-tar .. or local u T.T i kinda regret not doing better in stpm after knowing the requirements of Pharmacist is kinda high .. gosh .. but looking back ... i really give my all already on that exam , we all study with tears of blood and sweats of blood .. gosh those were the days man .. but didn't mange to get into the course i wanted.. but thinking back .. i really gave my all already , i really studied all i can already and the rest i leave it all unto Jesus .. and im actually truly happy and blessed with my results .. quite satisfied with it = ) .. cause my friends and i really been through a lot during form 6 and we manage to get through .. despite all the problems and obstacles we face through .. im really happy we make it !! i mean stpm is one of the toughest exam in the world .. if im not mistake the rank is top 2 now i think .. yea and we make it through !! gosh i really Thank God =) .. but right now .. i really do hope i get into u-tar .. biochemistry then branch out from there .. although i really really want to get into segi colledge and do twinning program and get my cert from UK and work overseas .. but haiz no chance cause the requirement is too high T.T ..

I wonder what does the future holds for me .. ~~