Christmas

What is the true meaning behind Christmas ?? There was this song ..the lyrics goes like this :

Christmas , isn't Christmas till it happened in your heart

Somewhere deep inside you is where Christmas really start

I believe there is more to Christmas then just receiving presents , having turkeys , i think is more of the gathering within your family and loved ones . . i remember when i was a kid , all i want for Christmas and excited of Christmas was P R E S E N T S !!! i bet we all do . . but now present didn't really matter to me .. What matter the most to me was who did i spend this wonderful and awesome season with . . im really really glad that im back from Kampar , seriously . . if i were to spend Christmas in Kampar .. even if exam was on the next day .. i rather go back and spent Christmas with my family and my close friends then on the next day morning go back for test . .

This year and this time , My Christmas was i didn't really feel the Christmas spirit , cause i was suppose to bake cakes and muffins and go shopping for presents but didn't had the time .. was tooo buzzy . . just clean up the house and help mum and aunty's to cook . .

On Christmas eve , my family and i had a wonderful Christmas eve dinner . . we had turkey , Roast chicken , Potato salad , Coselaw and Noodles .. i seriously love the stuffing inside the turkey !! hehe it was AWESOME !!! .. the turkey was good haha ..

after dinner , took a lot of pictures and all then i went up my rooom to online .. i don't know why i felt lonely on Christmas eve , so i see who online wish them Merry Christmas and chat with them for a while ~~ . . chat until 3am @@ . . lolz .. all of us too excited for Christmas =D

Then on Christmas , have service early morning , and then hang out with friends .. Cameron had open house . . so went there after visiting Gaya and Komathi ~ ~ . . o me gosh , i really didn't want to leave you know .. it was too fun playing the piano and hearing the guitar and of course TAP TAP REVENGE !! .. bu she de li kai ~~ but o well at the end gotta leave . When i got home , my mum was out .. so i told my aunt .. Aiya Ayi Lucy , should have left at 7pm hehe .. then my aunt look at me and say .. aiya come home early then can peel the potatoes ma .. cause we were making mash potatoes for dinner ~ . . then after that she say you rest first then at 7 we start .. so i just rest and sudd i tertidur on the sofa hahaha .. woke up at 7.20 pm then start work .. .

It was nice helping each other cleaning , cooking , cooking together , learning how to cook new dishes ~~ . . at the end after everything was done , we had our dinner only at 9pm . . we had salmon , lamb , mash potatoes , coselaw , salad , hot dog , potato wedges , japanese sea food and red bean jelly . . lolz . . it was an awesome meal !!! .. hehe cannot find it anywhere in restaurant .. i seriously Love home cooking !! xD xD . .

After meal , all of us clean up together and open presents under the Christmas Tree lolz . . taking pictures around everyone .. we also had a family meeting , cause my cousin is getting married the next day .. hehe was so excited !! =D .. . i slept well too last night haha .. slept early xD .. . i always feel good when sleep early . . =) but tonight , gonna stay over my aunt place cause going to Malacca the next day ~~~

6 more days

Hey people !!! .. o my gosh time is running fast !! .. 6 more days then im back to PJ !!! wohooooooooooo i can't wait !! .. having exam 2mrw .. then 5 days break ( can study entre ) then exam and then HOLIDAY !!! can't wait can't wait !! .. anyway , i hope to get CGPA above 3.0 .. this time .. cause the last semester , i got less then that and i need to push up my grades .. seriously ~~ ..

its raining now in Kampar , and you know what i pray that i wno't fall asleep when studying HR and i didn't .. infact i was persistence yay me !! and Thank God !! .. Now im blogging .. to relax my mind and to relax my eyes ~~ from books ~~ ..

Almost everyone in Kampar has already packed their bags and went back home already .. o well 6 days more .. very fast one xD ..

plus in 5 days time my aunt will be coming over . cause its my late uncle birthday . . im still deciding whether i should tag along or stay at home and study .. cause for me . i can't stay at home toooo long one .. i wil go siao !! .. i need to get out of the house once in a while .. if not a seriously @.@ ..

Thank God too that it isn't really last minute studying . . o and we had morning prayer this morning . it was awesome !!! Eric made Egg sandwich with special ingredient inside that made it taste special !! .. apparently there was Meteor stars last 2 night .. i didn't know =( .. if not i also would have gone to the lake side and check it out =( .. o well .. hopefully there is another chance ~~

17 seconds miracle

Hey everyone , i know its been a while since i last blogged .. but anyway , i want to share with you something wonderful .

ive been reading this book ,its call 17 seconds Miracle . so far i rad half of the book la . haven't finish yet . what inspires me is that , this guy , Rex Conner face a downturn of life during his teenage years due to something la , wanna know more about it .. do read !! its seriously inspiring !!. at the point where he almost feel like commit suicide until one old lady dropped her groceries and he went over there to help her . The old lady told him , you are one lucky person today , im gonna write you in my journal and Rex asked , what are you going to write about ?? then the old lady replied this journal is special , i write about who helps me in my everyday life . like you did young man , you help me pick up my groceries and for that i am thank you . Rex was so happy that he did something good today that he shared it with his family , then when it was near Christmas , his step mum gave him a journal . and the first entry was about , Jessica who told him that she liked his english poem . Because of that journal , Rex stand up again and forgot about his past . In that journal , he only mention about what did people do for him but not what he did for the people .

The book is seriously awesome !!! you all should go read !! .

like for me , today when i went back to kampar , i was carrying a really really really heavy bag .. so heavy that i think its more then 10 kg . i was trolling my back to my respective seated place and erm it was too heavy , so i couldn't carry it up the compartment all by myself , Until there is this woman with 2 kids say , do you need a hand?? then i say yea , sorry my bag is toooooo heavy . She was strong , and she helped me put up my bag at the compartment .. and i Thanked her .. its like everyday there is just this little thing that you feel thankful for . and it takes only about 17 seconds. i mean not everyone will willingly help you put up the bag from you , unless you ask .. but she just willingly help me put up my 10kg++ bag ontop that compartment . She was a nice lady , and she was a caring mother .. she really cared about her kids.. her kids must have feel blessed to have such a mother !!

i know im trully thankful for my mother !! she is the GREATEST , AWESOME , LOVING , CARING mother !!! I love my MOM !!!

anyway , then when i was going down the staircase with my HEAVY bag , there is this man , help me carry it down for me .. cause i was struggling with it . so he helped me and i thanked him ..

2 things i want to thank for , that lady and that man =) . . o and Thank God that i arrive Kampar safely too .. even it is just a little thing , we must all Give thanks and be grateful for what we have =)